Monday, March 8, 2010

Monday, December 7, 2009

Rememberance and Change....

It has been a year since My Father's passing and it really has been a tough year in every aspect of my life. It has truly been a blessing in disguise because I have really learned to appreciate all the people I have in my life. Truly I have been blessed with the best siblings and friends I know god really does love me and answers prayers. I think I am finally growing up lol haha isn't that funny through all the rain comes the sun and I am beaming silly as that may sound I am truly finding happiness within myself and being grateful for what I have:))

Losing my Mom was difficult but I knew when it came to My Dad my world would turn upside down but it actually did the opposite don't get me wrong I miss them everyday there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about them but losing both my parents at such a young age really had an effect on me. I am living for my parents their legacy lives on through me and I don't ever want people to forget their examples both my parents had such a love for people especially their own families and might I say that's humble love.

I am not perfect but I am striving to be better. Better Sister.friend.aunt. I am preparing for my future whatever it may be I am excited for it:)) So I say Bring It!!

Monday, November 30, 2009


Cherish your vision and your dreams as they are the children of your soul; the blueprints of your ultimate achievements.-Napoleon Hill

I am going to try and Blog everyday that is my goal and a mentor of mine says it takes 21 days before it becomes a habit.
I am still new to this but what I wanted to talk about was Dreams What are your dreams? What did you want to be when you were a little girl or boy? Does it seem ridiculous now? I always wanted to be a Mom and seeing that I am no where near that phase of my life lol sad but true I wanted a baby to love and take care of I also wanted to be a singer and I have had some chances to perform but like Broadway sing in front of thousands and hear people clapping and cheering me on? So why do we lose sight of these things that at one point in our life it was like this is what I am gonna do when I grow up but than Taddah:)) Life happens and we lose it some how in life we have other peoples opinions or even our own selves we say we don't let others dictate what we do but we do it we let others have that power over us. Regain your power and know that your dreams can become a reality I know my dreams can still come true a Mother and one day perform in front of thousands it's not a matter of how or when it's that it will happen.

I have started making dream boards and you know what it has been kind of a difficult task because I never truly sat down and thought about what I truly want now. I am a totally different person that I was 5 yrs ago and believe me when I say it's been a journey to get here but I loved putting it together but I really need to sit and visualize what I want for my future I am going to post pics of them when I am finished.Start one if you haven't it's an amazing blueprint for your future whatever you may want in life:))